Love You.

“Look at our relationship, we are great, I love spending every second I can with you, sharing everything about my life with you, and including you in every part of what I do. I trust you fully, and have right from the very start, which is more than can be said for almost anyone. I don’t have that, and haven’t had that, with anybody else. There is nothing to be confused about. I know how much you care about me, I have known that for a long time, and I am not questioning it at all. And I would never hurt you. And it hurts my feelings that I have made you even think about being hurt. There is nothing to be confused about, nothing that needs to make this hard. I put just as much energy into you as I do into my own life, and that is how I like it, and that is how I want it. That is how it has been for a long time, and nothing that has happened recently has done anything to change that. And I would hope you feel the same, well I actually know you feel the same, and I dont see any reason for you to start questioning us now, and if you don't want to think about us not together, then dont, I cant understand why you are. I do not play for fun, I play for keeps, and I have not once put something into this relationship that had any backing in something temporary.”

I have to cover my eyes.

All in one.
You liked to play pretend.
Got caught up in drama and feelings that weren't yours or real.
And I feel bad for you now because I've since been in your shoes.
Because now I understand.

There is one difference.

You will always be right there.
Waiting, wishing, watching, worrying.
Always.
One word, that's all it would take for one year.
Three words for a lifetime.
You let go first.
You held on the longest.
Your fault. My fault.